Diary that won't ever open.

Oh my where are you now
It's been raining for days
And i am all cold and tired
My heart is beating slow
A simple hello from you would make everything alright
Oh don't you think about me too?
I know i am weak and i feel unsafe
Sometimes i may seem desperate
But thats because when you are there for me
I can see the rainbow shining so bright
And it stops to rain for a while or so

Maybe it was wrong of me to let you in
Maybe you took me for granted
And i was fooled too easily
Maybe you don't even mean the words you speak
And the things you swear
I am blinded by you
But i still can see you walking away from me
What you don't know is that
I break everytime you move away

I don't say the words and i never will
That are up in my mind coming straight from my heart
No i won't ever let you know the secrets i am keeping
It's my secret little diary
Which will forever stay locked in my heart
And the key is in your hands
The reason why i know
It will stay locked until eternity


Maybe it was wrong of me to let you in
Maybe you took me for granted
And i was fooled too easily
Maybe you don't even mean the words you speak
And the things you swear
I am blinded by you
But i still can see you walking away from me
What you don't know is that
I break everytime you move away