is this my doll

 
what has happened to me
where am i
hospital bed
being tube fed
pain so much pain
eyes so cloudy

why

daddy what have you done
am i not your special one
just 10 yrs old
you said it would not hurt
you lied

daddy please stop i cried
mummy must never know
its our little secret
you would say
then take control
of my innocent soul
use my body not yet ready
for your own cold
filth

but this time you went to far
battered and plundered me
opened my holy of holy up
like a jar of honey
i screamed
i am going to tell mummy

is this my doll
i ask the nurse
clutching jemima
not understanding what was happening
clutchin dolly tighter

a voice in the background
says she is a fighter
mummy is that you i whimper
she takes my hand
curses that vile man

is this my doll