Bang

I will go out with a bang,  
Fore I have lost everything,  
My heart and mind is not where its supposed to be,  
Can you help me now as I scream in my sleep,  
You have no feeling what you have done to me,  
Darkness is all around me without comapsion in hand,  
Dont tell me that im a lier cause you will regret it,  
You wont see the light of day,  
I will have you traped untill you decay,  
Putting you in torture will be the best thing that has happened to me,  
What should I do first to make you in pain on the first day,  
What will be the last that will make you die,  
To sit here while you weep in pain and agonie is the best thing that has happened to me,  
Fore on the last day I will put a gun to your head,  
Just to please your suffering,  
I pull the triger once,  
twice,  
maybe three times,  
Just to make me happy,  
As the banging comes to an end I regret pulling that trigger,  
You know me the best I used to love you,  
Know that it is all over,  
Its time to put the gun to my head,  
Bang!!  
And im dead.