seeing red

in this moment
I fill with rage
an anger so deep
burning my heart

my fists clinched
as a prize fighter
ready for battle

I curse and punch
from a distance
a poor bystander asks
"what is a matter?"
I scream something
of very little sense

I cool to a normal
I feel so foolish
the scene I made
the jackass I played
I can only shake my head
in an utter disgrace
and ask myself
what was it that angered me?