Nightmare

Count back and try to find some happiness
Where did it go?
Thats what childhood is supposed to be, right?
Not this big mass of blackness
Oozing with depression and nightmares.
Everyday living to sleep
blocking out the events
Because they cut to deep
Painful watching as the hours tick by
Hearing only screaming and yelling outside
"I hate you!"
"You're grounded"
"I wanna die!"
Parents fighting
Children ignored
fighting between mother and daughter
that may have gone to far
Brothers arrested
God he crashed the car.
I'm living out my nightmares
But this one is the worst by far.