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a typical night at the apartment
we lived on the third floor,
you can hear the neighbors conversation
cause the walls were
so thin..
we had about 3 jars of
grass, he got it from his parents,
a few bottles of vodka, 24 case of beer
a bottle of whiskey, a bag of
salvia, and about two empty
stomachs..
i liked were this was going, but i decided
to not drink this night
i just simply didn't want to but what
got my attention was the salvia,
didn't do that either, he told me
everything went slanted,  
vision, emotion, body, etc..
so grass was the choice
of the night.
a half an hour passed and suddenly i felt cold,
i developed cold sweat, i thought you only
get that through nightmares.
i didn't feel well
he had to run and get a trash can
for a person who didn't eat
i developed a lot of vomit
most of the night
i was in my own little world.
i finally got up to go
to the bathroom
i saw the nyquil on the counter
and decided to drink tonight
everything went black