Trials and Articulation

You'll never see
I understand
But how could I ever tell you?
That I dream of you
That I can't go a day without thinking about you
That I would give it all to take you with me
To tell you everything will be okay
To love you everyday
To break down these walls
Surrounding me, surrounding you
Shout to the sky your name
Write you into a book
Just to read you everyday
To let these butterflies in my stomach
Fly me to the sky
And let me rest on the clouds, dreaming of you
I can't control these urges, these feelings
I can pretend to hide them but they are there
They always have
Like a burning sun, hiding behind my eyes
I know we had our ups and downs
But I want you to meet you again one day
If I do, I'll hug you
Never let you go and love you forever
They say if you love something
Let it go
If it comes back, it's yours
I don't want to do this
But you made it clear
I don't deserve you right now
I'll always be a fool though
Just for you
Friend or not my love