Love on repeat.

Quiet down I say..
My heart won't let my mind lead the way,
She's all too familiar of this feeling,
When my heart does a relapse
And I find myself slowly falling back,

Quiet down I said!
I can't let this happen
My heart almost left me dead,
The sweetest poison
You're like a drug I can't escape
I want to quit,
I wana be strong enough
To not need you,
To not want you,
They say old flame is easy to catch fire again,
But how many more times
Should I let your love burn through me?
Knowing you'll let me crumble to ash,

what am I doing here..

Is a Queen not fit to be her own King?
Can I not fill this emptiness with my own self love?
Searching for answers
Asking all the right questions,
Yet still my heart screams louder for you..
You tell me it'll be different,
This time
But it's all too familiar to
That time
And that time,
And every
Single
Fucking
Time
Insanity is doing the same thing,
Expecting different results
But ugh baby
I'm crazy 4 you.
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