Beginning and the End

Words on a screen,
I've grown to love.
A face I've never seen,
But fills me with love.

I wish I could be,
All that you want me to.
But that isn't me,
So, how do I tell you?

Oh god, you hate,
All that I've said.
I curse this fate,
And the lies I've said.

Why did I fall in love?
I feel so stupid now.
Why do I still feel love?
With what I did, how?

Will I have to count the days,
That you have left me?
How many ways, can I say,
I want to love you as me?