Almost denial..

We're so Lonely because we've been Disconnected. Maybe it's too hard to Trust in this world driven by Lust. It's only physical fight any feelings of Depth, express less & ignore what's kept. It's almost like Reality in your Fantasy of Truth, mental confusion & Emotions proving Aloof. Apart from everyone except yourself taking pride in independence, leaving you with thoughtful nights & no Lovah in attendance.
Attraction is clear but we hush the Soul whisper in our ear..Drowning in insecurity with the possibility of what we could mean, uncertainty haunting actions so instead you get in between. Peoples fabric & memories satisfying skin & tangling Feelings within. The web of our fragments opening undone, but you keep it secret cause if it was known by anyone?
Natural desires look desperate, suppose you disagree i tell you then you accept it.. The offering of myself to become one, I'll wonder what i did then see what I've Done! Something I can't finish cause my imagination won't replenish my hearts Blockade that'll Diminish.