It's Funny How Things Are

I'm leaving soon
About to start a new life
I'm excited and happy
But I'm sad, I shouldn't be
Sad because I won't see you anymore
You won't see me anymore anyway
But just the slightest chance
It's a crazy want but I'll miss it
Probably speak to you on the phone less
Shut out from the same old lines
Releasing a breath that contracts my very core
Squeezing over my heart when I think
Like how I feel about my thoughts
Thoughts I don't know are true
Like you only remember I exist when you need something
Or someone to talk to
I'm so much more, there's so much more to me
I actually really like to talk...
It's okay though, Sometimes I forget myself too
It's funny though
I met a girl, who's beautiful, smart, fun to be around
She feels like the perfect person
Yet she belongs to another
Yet she's moving soon never to be seen by my eyes again
I wish I could get to know her under different circumstances
Nothing can be done.
It's funny how things are sometimes though
It's funny how deep a heart can go.