"Friend"

Playmates on the school yard
Pals at school
Always saying they'll be there for you
Bullshit
Don't lie to a liar
They never stay, they don't care
Too absorbed in their own world I presume
Shut the fuck up I don't care about your cheating boyfriend
I've heard you babble and squawk like a bird countless times
Oh you forgot what I told you?
Countless times? Huh. How interesting.
Considering I listen to when you endlessly rant until I want to rip out your vocal chords
Yet when I say something
Oh heaven forbid you remember
About my dying aunt who raised me
About my emotional breakdowns
Sorry, my bad. You're right you have so much more to worry about
Fuck off
Fuck you
I can barely stomach you my so called "friend"
Who leaves me stranded countless times
Who never listens
The friends I actually enjoy being around and talking to I rarely see
Yet the ones who walk around aimlessly like cattle are all around
Isn't this grand
A jolly ole time
Shut up. Shut up about your pointless tellings.
I can't stand the sight of you. Yet I have no choice but to
For I hate being alone, yet am always lonely
Sometimes friends just aren't worth the trouble