Every Time

Every Time

It always my fault with all
The hurt and pain I have caused
For my family and my closest friends
Its seems like every time I get
Close to someone I dearly deeply
Love their get hurt by me
Or I’m the one getting
Hurt instead but it always
Ends up the same way the
Crying the pain from hurting
For so long. That you can not
Never ever forget it not as much
you try to get your hands clean
or your soul to have the innocents
it once had no matter how hard you try
you always ask to be putted out of
your pain and suffering from this broken
heart that was once was made of pure gold
now everything is black and cold. Like you
have been locked away some where to
be left to rot away bit by bit piece by piece
until there is nothing left of you behind