I don't know..........

I guess
I've been blessed
With this

The thing I hide
Its a gift
But it's a utter curse
As well

I don't feel care
I don't feel fear
I can't feel

I just Feel pain
Cut,Cut,Cut
Why can't I forget
Bleed,bleed,Bleed
Drip drop

Now my blood is pouring out
I'm growing tired
Fading darker, colder
I think how
You
Live to die
This time I
died to live