This one's for you, dear.

I guess I will never understand
Why it took you so long to be a man
You fucked me that night
Then you fucked me again some time later
No, not fucked in the same manner
This time it hurt a little more
It tore
A hole in my heart, this time
Didn't you understand
Why didn't you understand
You were meant to be mine
All mine, not hers
She didn't appreciate you the way I did
She didn't see you the way I did
She didn't understand you the way I did
Or maybe she did
Or maybe she didn't
Maybe you thought she did it better
But maybe I could have
Could have, should have, would have
No, fuck you, my good sir
Maybe you could have
Could have, should have, would have
Done me a little better
A little harder, a little faster
You know I like to sweat, dear
Oh but you had me dripping with sweat, dear
And tears and fears and worries
That the world was failing me
That I was failing the world
That I was failing you
But no, you failed me
Not I, you
I gave it all to you
I caught fire in your hands
And you put me out
Like a cheap whore, on my ass