I deserved it...

I call him up
He knows why
I know why
It's what we always do l
No matter what
Yeah, you could say I wantED too,
Is it a crime to love the way it feels...
Is it a crime to crave it..?
But then, I'm there sitting next to him,
Waiting...
Waiting...
it doesn't take long...
He grabs my chin
Pulls my lips to his...
I cringe
Try to pull away!
Forces his lips on mine,
I just sit there..
Motionless!,
He puts his hand between my legs....
He knows what make me feel good...
He know how to make me give in!
But he also knows that deep down I don't want this!
I've told him...
Once....
Twice...
Every time it happens!
He continues...
His cold fingers have now entered my warm pussy..
I twitch...
I grab his arm...
Trying to signal him to stop....
I'm crying silently...
He takes my hand
Forces me to touch him....
Rub him...
Pleasure him...
He still hold on to my hand,
Making me unzip his pants,
making me feel all of him...
I can't pull away
He is too strong.
Now he's on top of me,
Ripping off anything I have left on!
I moan...
When he forces himself in me!
I'm not even wet...
He pushes me down,
Thrusts his body into mine,
Even tho it feels pretty good,
It's still not what I want..
I want him to stop...
I tell him..
He won't listen...
It hurts,
Maybe if close my eyes...
It'll all go away.
It doesn't!
I cry out for help..
But that never works!
After awhile...
I just give up trying to stop him,
Cause what's the point!
I try to escape this moment,
I play my music in my head!
It hurts to much...
And I know I'm moaning loudly...
Actually I am crying loudly!
He still thinks I'm enjoying this!
Time seems to be frozen,
This can't be over soon enough!!
This whole time,
He seems to be enjoying himself!
Every time the pushes hard dick...
Deeper in to my pussy,
A tear falls!
Finally he slows down,
Thrusts himself in me,
Deeper...
Deeper...
I lose my breath...
Coking,
Hyperventilating....
I would do anything
To be somewhere else...
Anywhere else!!
I can't breath!!!!!
Help!!!
Anyone!?!
I thought he was finishing up with me..
But hes back at it!
Continuously making me feel the pain,
He smiles at me....
Is this a game to him...?
Once in awhile he tries kissing lips,
Or my neck,
My stomach...
My chest!
I inhale deeply,
this time he knocked the wind out if me....
I gasp for air...
No use!
I wait for it to finally be over,
But it never ends!
All I can do is lay there...
Cry!
I cant find my voice to scream...
He drops he's body on top of mine,
He sighs...
I ask him to let me go...
He tells me he's not finished yet...
I say "I am!"
I try to find the strength to push him off me...
He pins my hands down above my head,
sits on my chest,
Leaving me no room to breath!
Once again I gasp for air,
But as my mouth opens....
He shoves it all in my mouth!
Over and over...
He tells me to suck it!
I don't what else to do,
So I listen to him..
Maybe if I give him what he wants he'll let me go?
I can't do it for long,
He cums into my mouth,
It taste so gross!
More tears fall!
I gag!
Finally he gets off me....
I still can't breathe,
All I can do is try to leave!
This time he doesn't try to stop me,
Tells me "I know u liked it!"
I dress myself as much as I can,
Finally I'm free!!
....
at first I like it
I wanted it!
I let him have my body!
This is my fault!
I went there...
At one point I told him "let's do it!"
I put myself in that position!
It was all me..
I was simply punished for what I did!
I deserved it!