Drownding

I've never felt like this before
drowning in your kiss
overwhelmed by softness

There is no time it
seems, or for you and I it stopped  
you've disregarded so easily the ticking of the clock

and we whisper lovers secrets
that take a serious hue
do you know last night
I almost said that I love you

How is it you except me
for everything I am
How can you be so tender
with a simple brush of your hand

you kiss my skin
and its like burning
but I don't mind the flame
but apart of me is scared and
wants to run away

and yet when things are serious
there is a teasing sort of light
a quirk to your lips
that says it is alright

I am lost
and I am scared

Love, or lust?
I can't decide
but I almost lost myself
looking up into your eyes

But run for I am damaged
I think I'll cause you pain
your so sweet, and I keep waiting for a change

waiting for the anger,the jealousy,and pain.
waiting for you to scream at me
and in coldness turn away

but you turn aside my fears
with a gentle touch of your hand
and remind me softly
that you and he aren't the same man

and still you do not push
for you know that I'm afraid
but why is it that your kindness
makes me want to stay and run away