ink laden death- acrostic

i..in these visions mine..
n..nothings simply given..
k..kindle thoughts so driven..

l..laden ink my poison..
a..ablaze with all my rage..
d..desiring nothing more..
e..evocations suffocation..
n..nearly there is my pen..

d..driven deep.. deep within..
e..e'quanimously exchanging..
a..all-inclusively black..
t..there is no going back..
h..having taken my ink within..