Without you

I wake myself up screaming
My breasts rapidly heaving
Gasping for air...
As i struggle to stablize my breathing
I suddenly realize
That I was once again only dreaming
And I let out a pathetic whimper,
Calling out your name.
Oh lover how i long
to be baptized over and over
In your divine affection
To once again be lost in
Our mystical soul connection
But instead I am blessed
with shame and rejection
As I lay here naked and alone