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My Angel
Who knew that night of passion
would be the teacher of my hardest lesson
Drenched in sweat and quivering legs
Unremovable stains in my bed
You said I love you and I said it Back
Unknowing sincerity is what your words lacked
You laid there and held me tight
I closed my eyes as you kissed me goodnight
Weeks have passed and my time I still gave
Unknowing that night delayed my Crimson wave
A month has passed, still no sign of it
Butterflies in my stomach, or was that a kick?
I asked a professional, and her answer was yes
Not knowing if I should be feeling scared or blessed
That question was answered upon your reaction
All of a sudden I am your distraction
Scared and alone, a familiar feeling
Sometimes you never know with whom your dealing
Torn Between my heart and mind
You say lets get this over, and put this behind
Sitting on the table, holding back tears with all my might
Nurse lays me down and whispers its alright
Dr says no, she's not quite ready
My dear can I put you to sleep, you will be calm and steady
Needles in my vein, my vision gets blurry
Praying I don't wake up with regrets and worries
My eyes now open , my body extremely weak
I grasp my stomach, the feeling is bleak
My angel is gone and I will never know
All the love she had to give and show
And now your here wanting to be remorseful and forgiven
Sorry my dear, this is not the life I plan to continue living.
would be the teacher of my hardest lesson
Drenched in sweat and quivering legs
Unremovable stains in my bed
You said I love you and I said it Back
Unknowing sincerity is what your words lacked
You laid there and held me tight
I closed my eyes as you kissed me goodnight
Weeks have passed and my time I still gave
Unknowing that night delayed my Crimson wave
A month has passed, still no sign of it
Butterflies in my stomach, or was that a kick?
I asked a professional, and her answer was yes
Not knowing if I should be feeling scared or blessed
That question was answered upon your reaction
All of a sudden I am your distraction
Scared and alone, a familiar feeling
Sometimes you never know with whom your dealing
Torn Between my heart and mind
You say lets get this over, and put this behind
Sitting on the table, holding back tears with all my might
Nurse lays me down and whispers its alright
Dr says no, she's not quite ready
My dear can I put you to sleep, you will be calm and steady
Needles in my vein, my vision gets blurry
Praying I don't wake up with regrets and worries
My eyes now open , my body extremely weak
I grasp my stomach, the feeling is bleak
My angel is gone and I will never know
All the love she had to give and show
And now your here wanting to be remorseful and forgiven
Sorry my dear, this is not the life I plan to continue living.
Published 22nd Mar 2014
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2nd Jun 2015 4:06pm
Your last two lines show much strength.
*hold tight and nurture that to heal.
This loss would be a heart break for
anyone sweet one, in any situation.
Know I feel your pain and have been
through similar.(many yrs ago now)
well penned lady
be well, and *forgive yourself (hardest part)
love-wishes to you!
~d
*hold tight and nurture that to heal.
This loss would be a heart break for
anyone sweet one, in any situation.
Know I feel your pain and have been
through similar.(many yrs ago now)
well penned lady
be well, and *forgive yourself (hardest part)
love-wishes to you!
~d
3rd Jun 2015 2:33am
Its strange that its harder to forgive ourselves than others.
but with strength we all shall prevail. Best wishes!
but with strength we all shall prevail. Best wishes!
