Devils advocate

Devils Advocate

mommy loves you
daddy hates you
friends adore you
lovers abuse you

externally your ideal
anatomically your darkness reveals
your strength others seek
no one knows how your truly weak

loneliness is what you fear
you cant bear to let others near
god is always on your side
damn why must he always hide

tears fill your empty void
you shrug and say life goes on
losing this war within yourself
fuck it you don't need any one else

mommy knows you will soar
daddy smells a little whore
try your hardest to do the right thing
its cool i knew you'd fuck up some day

wondering when will your life begin
how about when will this shit end
they say the grass isn't greener on the other side
but anything have got to be better than this horrific ride

and yet….

mommy loves you
daddy hates you
friends adore you
lovers abuse you