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The only thing I want

Can your heart be in two places at once? Is it wrong?

I like him.
I love her.

The problem is..
I'm still afraid she doesn't quite know what she wants.
She tells me she's attracted to me..she tells me she loves me, needs me, wants me. But she's still confused.

He likes me. I like him. He's charming, witty, funny, cute, bright, sweet.
He's everything I look for in a guy. He's the exact definition of the perfect guy for me. But I'm afraid my heart has done some rearranging. And I'm not looking for a guy.

When I'm with him I think of her.
When she's not around I'm thinking of her.
First thought in the morning..her.
Last thought at night..her.

I'm still afraid.
I have to guard my heart now due to previous events with girls.
I know what false hope is..and what it does.
I just pray she figures herself out..and if I'm what she really wants..because she's the only thing I want.
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