No longer will I trust

     Don’t ask me why I’m so angry
Your don’t know because you don’t care
We were friends for too long and now I’m thrown to the side because
You found someone to fuck you at the end of the night. 

    Jealous is something I am not, mad is what I’ve become
This anger consumes me and everything I do
Friends I thought we were, you told me best friends
But how quickly I am tossed aside 

 I remember when my words used to sing with
Praise warming the coldest of hearts
Not each word I speak is dipped in rage each word
is a poisonous dart waiting for its next victim 

    Three years I’ve been there for you
Met your family, been there for you and all I get
Is good by and arguments when I want to see you

    I hate him for how he has changed you
I hate you for letting him; I hate you for leaving like this
And I hate being angry and so hatful 

    I thought you would be so good for me
And now I’m anger then I’ve ever been and so hateful
I snap at whoever gets too close or if they ask about you
I lie over and over for you and I don’t understand why I still do 

   For I all I want to do is see you fall and be ruined
And I’ll be there to pick up the pieces
But I want you to see he is not real or permanent
I will say one “I told you so” and then we can go back to
living the way we did  

   I hate you for hurting me
I hate you for making my cry
But worst of all?
I hate myself for letting you get that close to hurt me
just goes to proves I was right all along
No one can be trusted because they will only hurt you