Cut you Open

 



Not quite a man though you ached to be
the only way you can ever get a chance to be with me,
I said I loved you but that was way back when
a lot has changed since then,
I was not sure of who I was who I was meant to be
so who is the woman you loved in me?
There is nothing right in what we do
but there is this secret bond I feel with you
the abuser seeking its prey
you should have run fought to stay away
no one knows who I am
there is not a man who had a chance to walk into my heart
and I bare myself like an open book from the start
all a game you will never comprehend
I am not your woman I won’t be your friend
I will fight you hurt you till the very end
cut you open drink your soul
misguide you to think I am the whole world.
Not quite a man so much a boy
you’re a plaything a distraction a toy,
I cannot confess love is all I feel
deep inside me I don’t know when love is real
run as fast as you can before you’re grabbed an brought to your knees
no amount of begging no amount of pleading will convince me
to set you free.