When depression sets in

Depression sets in, you were just a little kid, that man abused you, now your screwed up fool, left in despair, nobody's there, to comfort you while you cry, wanting to die, seeing how much your siblings look up to you, lying to them under the blue moon, they asks what happened to your arm, you don't want to say you self harm, it was a accident little one, people made me feel done, don't worry your pretty little mind, its all fine, when they leave your your room your left to cry, wanting to still die, wondering what everyone would say if you left that day, spread you angel wings and fly, way up into that heavenly sky, everything looks so new, everything's so blue, this is what lies above, fly peacefully away like a dove, its over now and you can't come back, you've leave a crack, in their hearts, where'd sissy go, mom just stands there with no more glow, her eyes dill with tears, as she said well my little dears, people mad her sad, she missed her dad, that man that hurt her long ago, she just had to go, get away from here, so my dears, sissy will see you again someday, up in paradise, is were she lay, so peacefully, the first time in her long history.