fiction broken fact glass

How many times must I sit alone captaining the throne in a nothing zone white walls air space check the mirror hate the face now smash the glass use all your gas shattered pieces earn your free pass  dance on diamonds now watch your sash they bite like snakes hidden in grass  oh sounds fun that's nothing son toss and turn there in your bed they sneak and cut until you see red  wake up all alone same old mess freedom I guess how many times must I sit alone captaining the throne in my nothing zone .....boom3