Over My Head

Fear, confusion, delusion, trapped, cramped, cornered, decided for, fate, plans, normal, shit, worried, crazed, fazed, blurred, stirred, slurred, unheard, burnt, swirled, entwined, twirled, unleashed, released, crashed... fail/succeed

AHHHHHHHHHH^%@#___open me up and tell me what you see,
I do not believe that you know me,
I'm not the person that I think I am.  
I haven't yet figured it out.  
I Don't want to.  
Now Driven to decide right from wrong?  
Who am I to decide?  For myself...  
raGe now... .  Why?  
Fuck it.  
Need a reason?  
Fuck you.  
Why reason?  
Fuck me.  
POintLessneSS = Fuck everybody.  
Happy?
HAhahA, give me the reason that I will never ever understand.
Spit in my face and swallow me whole. (I hope You ChoKe)  
Beyond wrong, beyond right.  
Set standards.  
Base model.  
Hear my thoughts I cannot distinguish ..
my faded brain  .. creates this stain.  
Who Stole My Snapple?
Stoned, ripped, drunk, Exhale..,
brain hurts.
TRy one on me.
It's only downhill from here.  
Back at it now, flowing, settled, relieved,..... tWitches, biTches, kitChens,  
Is this Fake?  
Pretend..
just to cope.
no turning back = Now PiSSed...
back at it.
Lifestyle.  Warped, mislead, taken away.  
True.  
Do you know what you believe in?
Your world is your own creation, and im tired of not being creative.  
These are torn words from the depths of my nothingness, far from any reality.  
Just speaking the confusion that cannot be confused.  
Have a wonderful day.                                  
                    bitch.