UP All Night

Up all night agan my thoughts never seems to want to end.

Agan with all the horrible thoughts and the ones that I thought I forgot.

Alone and scared crying for someone to hear me knowing no one gives a shit.

Late at night returning back to child like.

Rembering the torture and abuse crying with out makeing a sound. hiding under the blanket just like a small child dose when they think a monster is comeing for them.

The phone never stops ringing I dont dare to answer it becuse I know its the fucking slut.

The answer michine gets it and its all ways the same shit . I eventuly rip it all from the wall and that ends your pointless calls.

Why now  do you torutre me why now do you call?

I dont understand any of it at all !!!!

I am slowly going inscane I want to forget everything.

In side my head is not a good place right now everying is screaming at me to make sure I always rember who and what I am.

I know all this already why you never let me for get you stupied bitch!!

I am a deamon a child who should have never lived or been born.

I know all of this you dont need to remind me any more.

Up all night agan with the thoughts that wont leave me the hell alone and the past witch I now know I can never excape from no matter how hard I try.

I will forever and always be the deamon child that should not have lived or been born ........