Lack of emotions

 Emotions are just words
Unless you are able to feel them
And love they say is the greatest of all
But for me the hardest to deal with
They say this and they say that
About how love is suppose to be
What I feel, I can not feel
Is this the destiny for me?
I want to sleep, not to awake
I can not give
What I can not take
Is this life one big mistake?
I can not wish for you to be here
I am but a black hole in the sky
Walk away while you still can
It is best that I die[