am i dreaming

 is this all real or just a dream
are you really gone
or just hiding from me
have i really lost you
or is this a dream
i never thought in a million years
i would lose my mom
this seems like a dream so far
is she gone or still here
how i wish this was a dream
and not real
i've lost my best friend
she was all i had
i called her mother
cause that what she was
but now she in heaven above
am i dreaming
someone please say yes
cause this pain
i'm feeling is to much to bare
so am i dreaming or this is real
i just want to wake up
and found you there