A Satan's acknowledgement

You are like sugar on a cookie
spread all over the universe but still no one can see
shinning like a halo over everyone's head in different
versions
you are my joy , my empty void and my burden
the air that I breathe
hash and nicotine
you are two shades of me
hatred , anger and sorrow inside my glee
like a divine angel beside a beast
I have tread through everything you had put me through
the bad and the good
from its roots
like a pagan and an atheist fused
I've fed my brothers
with the same hand I assaulted some others
which takes my head down
but I don't regret it , I am everything that came around
so I won't wish for dimes and jewels
I won't beg or plead for you to help
I won't pray
all I'd say
is THANK YOU
from my naked heart
for all the smiles and scars
you taught me how to teach myself to live
this hands you gave me is my armour to give
whatever I can to a fellow living being
THANK YOU for making me a human from a devil that
you've been seeing


Dear god , look into my eyes when I close it
be the grip on my palms when together I hold it
to find ...
that I am you
but you are not me
you are a phenomenon that only a blind man can see
who never witnessed my evil deeds
THANK YOU
.
.
for forgiving me...