Confused

I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore...

All seems like a blur
who am I?
who will I be?

getting drunk all alone in my room.

I have a million promises...

what am doing?
what am I doing?

Can hardly type, can hardly think...
Reliving old habits
Rereading new old pages in that same book...

I'm confused.

I'm so confused and I don't know why,
same taste in my mouth, feel like I could just sleep a million years.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore...