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I am nothing.
Feeling lonely,
Feeling used,
There's nothing left in life.
Betrayed by family,
Betrayed by friends,
Why must I live this lie?
Emotions dulling,
Emotions pulling,
Suicide never felt more right.
Sick with anger,
Sick with dread,
God's not here to shine his light.
Feeling used,
There's nothing left in life.
Betrayed by family,
Betrayed by friends,
Why must I live this lie?
Emotions dulling,
Emotions pulling,
Suicide never felt more right.
Sick with anger,
Sick with dread,
God's not here to shine his light.
Published 16th Feb 2014
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16th Feb 2014 8:29pm
I've felt the same way. but you ARE something. everyone has a purpose, even when you feel lost. You are loved, even when you have been broken down. Try to believe that, even though it may be the hardest thing to believe.
16th Feb 2014 11:09pm
It's hard to feel loved by people that do nothing but put e down.I try my best and give all that I can and still I'm treated like garage.I feel so empty and lost and I'm losing hope.I appreciate the words but emptiness makes all things 10 times worse because there's nothing there to muffle out the pain.My heart can't take any more pain and the answers to life all equal out to one thing.
I'm sorry for these words I write,when you read them just be aware why I gave up the fight.People that once loved me aren't standing by my side,I'm lonely and so,so, sad and my thoughts are on suicide....
I'm sorry for these words I write,when you read them just be aware why I gave up the fight.People that once loved me aren't standing by my side,I'm lonely and so,so, sad and my thoughts are on suicide....
17th Feb 2014 00:21am
I understand completely. Believe me, I've been there. Actually, it was my best friend who kept me from crossing that line. Do not give up!! I myself got help... not my choice, but now I'm glad. What you're thinking is not the answer. You are WORTH SOMETHING. People lie and beat down because they've been treated like that, and its not right, but please. You don't know me and I don't know you, but you are BEAUTIFUL and AMAZING and trust me, it will get better. Don't let the bullies win by giving up. They're not worth your time. But YOU are worth life.
17th Feb 2014 00:23am
and no matter how hard it seems, being broken down only makes you stronger. It may seem hopeless but right now I'm telling you THERE IS HOPE. I've talked my best friend out of the same thing, just as they did for me, so PLEASE. Don't give up, never give up. So many people will miss you if you say goodbye, so DONT SAY GOODBYE.
Anonymous
21st Feb 2014 9:42pm
Soooo right in saying: "Don't let the bullies win by giving up." and I might add: "...even if they are family." If at all possible, let those people go, out of your life. If not possible, pray for the strength to accept what you cannot change, the courage to change the things that you can, and the wisdom to know the difference. I've been there, many have written songs about it, and those are the strong ones, the ones who have survived without checking out. Love, msg., if U need to.
17th Feb 2014 00:25am
If you need to talk, message me. The only reason I held on is to help people. So please, don't hesitate. I'll listen.
