Running

My heart is racing    
I fear what you are going to say    
Are you going to judge me    
Or break my heart another way    
I know you don't love me    
You made that very clear    
There is nothing left for the 2 of us    
The thought makes me shed a tear    
   
I wonder what would happen    
What would become of me if I left?    
Would you wonder where I had gone?     
Or forget me like the rest?     
   
Could it be that others cared about me    
But never had the courage to say the words    
Am I running away from the consequences?    
Or just running away from the hurt?    
   
These words I write are breaking my heart    
Because I know they are true    
That if I left without a word    
You wouldn't care too



This poem was written for Anthony my one true love