Lost Joy

I think you enjoy putting me threw the ringer
having me go from happy to sad
leading me on
getting me giddy about me helping you change
once again i feel like you want to drain me
Of any love i'll have left in me
you've become that theif who tempted me with charm
I'm tired looking for my smile when i'm with you
I guess you weren't ever meant to make me happy
You only know the right words when you need something
When it time to maintain the smile you fail that task
Knowing that you shouldn't have last
Once two or a third or fourth time
I was way to comfortable to be honest with myself
So no more tears will i shed it's time bring my smile back