shuryne of pain

I open the drawer to feel like
I've traveled back in time five years ago
Finding everything down to the registry
Books of names and things you'll need
Apartment books with pages bent
For plans to expand your living arrangements
To procedures I had done to check see
How you current living arrangement suited you
as I travel down memory lane
The first thing I remember is all the pain
Before I ever think our joy
It seems that it took for my heart
To be okay with this trip
I feel like I just light years away
But once I feel joy touch me
It's cause I got a chance to know you
My little cupid realising love in my heart
When I wish to seek confrontation
Allowing to feel love on a higher level
One I'll share your story with your siblings