Nightmare

i wake up
look around
realize its real.
not a bad dream.
it happened.

i close my eyes
and escape
life pulls me back
im still here
you're not.

we were strong
we were fine
what did i do?
what will i do?
why?

i recall
last night's conversation
you said you love me
i dont believe you
you broke me

i hate you
i miss you
i love you
i hate you
i love you
i........