living the dream

living in this world
playing the part of some sad woman
in love with honor honesty an loyalty
i wear my shining armor over my heart
gods words of faith my shield against
the evils of life lurking around every corner
something evil and a waiting destroyer
of all the loving good within
i pray for help please guide me
dont lose faith in me lord  father
i felt as if i had died but within moments
i was reborn in your light
all the painful past erased atleast
the feelings of inadequacy i felt before
that day when you gave me the love i lacked my whole life
and through your love ive recognized my own beauty
my strength all that i bekieved i was lacking ive found
living the dream a father that loves and wants me
who never left me i left him he carries me through
this day and every other when i need a crutch he is mine
when im cold i ask and am given warmth of heart
i tread harshly on the edge just looking pessimistically
over lifes edge and there your face gleamed like an oasis
i run to your waiting arms finally my soul has mated and we are one whole finally the dream is real thank you
now im not just living the dream iam that dream this is reality   we are really here i love you  you love me
my heart is broken as is yours and we are completed in him
the dream is real we are real and he is real and the dream is real i can be me and you be you and we are whole in him