The pain of  a broken heart

When he said goodbye
I felt I was alone
no one
I felt all his words were lie's
that they weren't his
like someone had spoken for him
when he spoke the words
that caused me pain
one by one the strings of my santiy
breaking, until I could feel no more
my mind tried to block you out
but the words found their way in
and crammed their way into my mind
so now everytime i lay in bed
everynight ,crying,wondering
how it could ,no
how it would have been
what would have made me happy
and would have been my life