FATHER DEAR FATHER

Father, dear Father
Can you see the monster you made?
Hidden in human skin
blinded by a foolish sense of reality
How could you do those evil, evil deeds?

Father, dear Father
Why can I only see the times of blood, pains and tears ?
Caused by the demon disguised as my kinsmen?
An empty shell resides in place of my heart
Caused by emotional pain and punishment by your hand
How could you be blind from your evil, nasty ways?

Father, dear Father
I am too sensitive to the world
I overreact to little things
I am a loner in this world of mine, a parent oh yes, my one and only love
people say that I should tell of things that bothers me.
ha! Friends indeed, only when i am needed. forgotten when not.

Mother, sweet mother
Why were you always keen to give in to the devils demands?
Feeding the monster with the desire he craved
Ignoring my pleas, to run away with me out the way of view
always punished me defending my views and dreams.

Father, hated, despised, foul evil, bastard
I wish you could see the monster lurking under my human skin?
Hidden in the skins of me,
not worthy of love? just like you said.
should have been flushed at birth. no use for nothing better off dead.

Why am I the one who gets cast out for doing the right thing?
I am not your daughter? just like you said,
I am just a mistake, you've made?
but one that can not be erased.

Mother, sweet mother
Can you see the monsters?
Can you see my pain within my soul?
Can you see the bitter tears I cry every night?
How much longer will this go on
In this bitter endless war of false love
Caused by human blindness?

Father, dear father congratulations
Can you see the monster you have created?
job well done i think.