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Pretty poison

And when the lights go out, there's nothing left but darkness..you cringe at the thought of being alone... you cringe at the promise that once kept you together...to be there for you... always there for you...she was your weakness... she had you wrapped around her little finger..she promised you the world.. she promised you forever... and you believed her...
remember the time when you'd give anything to hear her voice?Well those days are gone now.. because now, everytime you hear it, your blood runs cold.. her face like a tattoo, inside your head..embedded in your thoughts...memories of her haunt you.. playing over and over like black and white re-rus..and making her your everything, was the biggest mistake you've ever made..you gave your heart to someone you barley knew... letting yourself fall more and more everyday..you loved her.. and she knew it..she knew... that she could tare your whole entire world to bits... with just one word...and so she did.. leaving you with nothing... nothing but shredded pieces of your heart, and no chance of you ever putting them together again..but thats just what she does.. thats is exactly what she wanted... she's like a siren..inoccently allurring in the vulnarable.. robbing them blind with just one look.. the look designed to carry them away...you ignored the warning signs... the writing was written on the wall.. you didn't listen.. you thought that your heart new better.. but she's just pretty pioson... she drained you of your happiness...and left you in the dark...and now, your dying inside... slowly building up your walls..you've lost all faith in everything... letting everyone who ever cared for you walk away..and days when you think that your ready to move on,you hear her name and your right back to where you started...broken... once again you've let her under your skin...doing anything you possibly can to get over her, you find somone new....you cover up the hurt with a smile... with hopes that she can fix your broken heart...lying to yourself, you convinced her that she is the one... losing all chances of real love..losing all chances of real happiness... you see, you'll never be the way you were before... before your whole world came crashing down... you lost who you once were... you gave it all away...now, your just like her... pretty poison... innocently alluring in the vulnarable...robbing them of their happiness.. leaving them in the dark.. leaving them with nothing...

2009