You and your understudies

Blistered
From the burns
Twisted
From the turns
My dear you have a lot to learn

I watch you wash through friendships like water

And please excuse me
For my
Confused
state
I Worked to hard
And earned love
To be this way

And as I see you spread your poison
And break people along the way
I treasure my trueness
My best values at play

My enemies
Start to integrate
Killing my softness
Want to see me seething with hate

But they are just sideline viewers
I hold my own fate

Sorry to be blunt
But fuck off with your predictions
What are mine
Are my own afflictions

I deal with them
Debate with them
Work through them my way
And yesterday for me
Is no different from today

See every time you see me
I'm always the same person
And my heart is intact

And your hate filled heart
And mindless mouth

I watch ......
Just stunned
How can someone be like that

There you sit blissfully unaware
That the harm you cause
Hits like stones to the head

Better I leave you
In your state like this

Your lips
My ass
You can kiss

And I'll stay here
Living in my bliss

See I don't need diamonds to define me
I don't need the latest car
Or Prada handbag

The shit blinds me

And I don't need
To hear from others the things that
You think I should have
I gather you've realised
I'm a bigger person than that

I am rich with love
And that's enough

For me to be content
Amazingly happy
So hang with your girls
Your understudy

And in regards to me

please shut your lips

For I'm surprised you haven't heard before .....
Sometimes life can be a real ....

Bitch