No Time

Broken from the beginning
Ruined from the start
Always falling to pieces
Forever falling apart
A million tiny whispers
Turned into a shout
Poisoning my mind like cancer
This bitterness escapes my mouth
 
Words like razor blades cutting through my mind
The agony overflows my heart and rushes out my eyes
My nerves are shot to hell from all of this distress
Constantly in crisis mode, no time for any rest
I'm running out of options and I'm running out of time
And even though I'm falling apart I say I'm doing fine
Whenever I need it, nobody's around to help
I'm learning if I want it done to just do it myself  
 
I was broke in the beginning
Ruined at the start
Always falling to pieces  
Forever falling apart
Even though you're out there
I know you'll never help
This ship is sinking fast
And I must save myself