Resentment

Resentment

Sitting staring
I resent this
This hole in my chest
Where once sat a great love
Now lays a forgotten piece
A forgotten peace I long for, craving.

Crying bleeding
I resent this
This time where the only cure is death
The vaccine promised to never be administered
Brother says forget
Elysium agrees.

Playing smiling
I resent this
Can she be the one
Past Elysium forgotten
But only to be remembered when matters most
Matters most when needed least.

Laying
The final thought being
I Resent This.