Tragic soul

All this pain I feel inside,
Never seems to find an end.
The more ways I find to vent
The more of myself I resent.

It's clear to see that I'm a wreck
It's the way of the world give or take,
I kill the pain and misery with Percocet,
Because I can't live this shit awake.

High as a fucking kite once again,
It's where I like to be most the time,
You want a new start,I want an end,
The sun in my sky refuses to shine.

Life for me is a gaping hole full of shit,
My parents abused me for everything,
Your parents may be caring or rich,
I was born broken,less than a human being.

Would it be a surprise that I have a wish?,
A wish to put an end to this life gone black,
Nobody loves a loser born with a glitch,
From my mothers womb I was hooked on crack.

Mother, if you don't love me then why am I here!
Father,if you hate me then why did you name me!
It's not my fault that I'm here,my cries are sincere,
God,please save me and set me free.....