it doesn't matter

how could i fool myself
into thinking it could ever be
me and you, together what a joke
he says
it doesn't even matter
but i know it does
it matters because
he played with my heart
he knew what he was doing
and he just didnt quit 
on the out side emotions
show nomore
when on the inside the flow
and run in me like a tornado
every touch, every laugh
all his words were lies
i sat there and fell for them
like a complete fool
my heart burns
and fights in my chest
not wanting to believe
what we just heard
it screams and shouts no,no,no
but my mind says yes,yes,yes
my mind my heart
battling for the truth
they say the truth will set you free
but it can also keep you chained
in someone elses world forever
drowning in your own sorrows