I don't want it but watch me do it

capsize between my thighs
that's where I stick this pin of lies

pointed courage stinging love
150 pounds reduced to the weight of a dove

I'm soaring

adoring the world from my view above you
as I fly over town it's like I don't know you
we met last week but the memories gone from me
sorry but that's just andy

don't waste your time on me

don't spend a dime on me
next to me is not the place to be
i'll Shepard you to misery then skip town
while you spend too long missing me

inconsistency plagues me
never fades from me
every day's the same for me
in that what it holds is a mystery