Keep Watching

Another performance given  
an appreciative audience always  
you are,  
   
watching my emotions build,  
from the slow steady caress to    
the fast paced flushed point of    
breathlessness,  
   
My thoughts    
your name,  
on my tongue,    
never wavering.  
   
Without you there is no release that  
I would desire more.  
   
You send me to high places I swear I    
didn't know could be reached by hand.  
   
How do you do that from so far away?  
   
a connexion found in dreaming only    
because I must be,    
   
it's that good,    
truly we both are,    
my only explanation.  
   
Always with me,    
guiding me onwards  
from hurried movements    
in the small room,  
to slow,taking my time  
laid out naked  
building up my desires
as defences crumble  
surrendering my all
captive in your arms      
   
No matter what befalls,  
my performances  
will continue for you,    
   
always.  
   
No one else is closer right now  
it's how I want it to be  
how hopefully, it will be.  
   
   
Dreaming or otherwise i don't care  
I surrender my all
 
just watch me again and again
 
please
 
Don't stop.