Love is Hate

love is hate
love eats at your soul
it's a cannibal
it's an emotion you can't control

dark demons inside help my deprived mind from the lies that lie outside my eyes

you don't understand me
i can't understand myself
i cry at the sight of happiness
i need help

don't try to take me away from this place
i choose not to escape
my hate is your fate

i'll kill you with your own happpiness
i'll show you how much i love you by causing you pain

am i insane or is the insanity inside of this fantasy i live?
you think i'm weird?
i plead the fifth

my happiness comes from your own sadness
isn't it madness?
it's magic how i make you fall in love with this
it's tragic

this world is an illusion
it's confusing
you're bleeding out like a huge contusion but wanting love so you're losing

the world is ignorant in a sense
you're in a bliss on a good writtens
you've written your death sentence from the minute you started living

this is all you
you caused it
love is leaking out of you like a dried up faucet
you're flawless

your words cut deeper than a shallow lake
but i can't escape your wrath

i keep going back for the pain that you cause
like an anonymous addiction
i search and i can't find
a joke without a punchline

where is the love?
tucked deep inside your heart
you've torn me apart
i'm departed but i'm kind hearted

i want someone to understand me
God dammit!
i'm damaged for Christ sakes get my brain a bandage
i can't stand it

it's an addiction i can't manage
a bright light inside of a dark mind

you got me right where you want me  
i'm taunted by the weakness of my strength
i'm haunted

i can't give up
this takes me to another place

it's not paradise
it's full of cries
the skies are remembered by the dry rain

i can't have you but i want you
i see right through you with blind eyes
i tried to love you but trying isn't worth dying  

you're a fantastic, dramatic, psychopathic, fucking tantrum!
i figured it out

you're a perpetual desire
you take me higher

are you finished or is this the ending?