Hey Daddy..

Hey daddy,
how you doing?
I'm watching your picture burn
as I'm adding liquor to the flames
so you can get high in hell
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Huh....daddy, remember when I was in school you used
you drink so much that you wouldn't show up for days.
I remember asking mama if you were dead
coz if you came back you'd feed with your sickness
while you pretended to love Ronnie but he couldn't get
those pulverized affections coz he was just 3 back
then..
you were a cunt, pussy man
I can still hear the noise of bottles breaking around ,
so profound
huh ... I arouse mama's hate coz she says I look like
you
its bitter but I don't care
I'll settle it up , I'm half way through the stairs
and ohhh stairs remind me of my step brother
I visited him last Saturday , he said he was fine in his
despair
he was weak so you killed him
and what about the lady on whose face you poured
sulphuric acid when she decided to vanish
after realising that you were married
and fathered me and Ronnie..
That was the first time I saw you in handcuffs
mama left teaching after that
then came the aftermath
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A boy once asked me in school "what does your father
do?"
I don't remember what I said but I did lie grinning the
truth.
now after 15 years or so I still feel like I'm waiting for
you outside that school
you never showed up ,no you didn't
I call myself kid coz I never was a child in my
childhood ,
it stink coz you pissed on it
fuck no , I don't miss it but I do cherish it somewhere
so I can take it out all on you...
hahahaha ...I broke your rubber daddy I promise I'll rip
your chest too
you labelled me "a useless piece of shit"
so I gave myself a name , cyanide
I'll make you eat me
and feel your blood go cold coz I missed your cold
words when you cheated on mama
after all I'm your sun daddy , you will burn inside me
so till that time comes I'll be watching you , prey..


(this is not based on my real life , its inspired from lots of other true life stories.)